Positive - Palmaria

I’m not, I’m not really good and

I’m not socialising anymore

I’m good at finding excuses

I make in my mind to stay alone

And now my face hurts

I find myself smiling at strangers

Even if I don’t want to

I’m always tired

I get blue

You say it isn’t normal to always feel this way

But I ignore you

Procrastinating my whole life

Leaving space for a million doubts

It’s so busy in my head

It gets so loud

And you say

You should think more positive

This is one chance only

You have all that you need in this life

Sometimes clouds get stormy, yeah yeah

I cry in and I cry out

This room filled with tears that I can’t count

I keep it in and I let it all out

And I can touch the ceiling

My head goes around and round

Now it’s spinning

And it’s bringing me down

I’m drowning

I’m not breathing

I found myself reminiscing

Now I’m carrying this heavy heart

I feel like I’m falling apart

And you say

You should think more positive

This is one chance only

You have all that you need in this life

Sometimes clouds get stormy, yeah yeah