Feet - Pandaraps

‘Purpose always fleeting

I poise questions to the ceiling

Like an answer gonna come

Truth is too revealing

Life is much easier concealing

All emotions till the start on your heart go numb

I just wanna be in drive more

I just wanna feel alive more

I feel hurt all the time boy

I can’t see straight

I keep running on the freeway

Till I get blinded by the headlights

And as they go past me

I the last me, that I ever will be

And that got me asking

If living this lightly

Or shoulda been a little bit more focused on the place that my feet needed to go

If I died right now, no lie I’d have a few regrets

Wish I spent more time out biking steada smoking cigarettes

I wish I worked on music more steada, alternating steps

Probably should’ve talked more to the people I thought were interesting as heck

Probably shoulda gotten closer to my moms after pops drawn out death

I wish the best, I wish that, and all the rest

Sometimes I wonder if I felt more at home in my own skin, instead of always

feeling fake

Would my genuine moments stop feeling off and outta place

All my smiles seem strained

I walk like im trying on a wig

Or a mask, or a laugh, or a face, or a faith in my place in this path

But swear I’m tryna change that

And live inside the moment not the past

See the present unwrapped

‘Cause the moments all we have

Till it’s gone

And I’m just waiting hoping the next one gonna last

Little longer than one before it

‘Cause there’s only so many I can grab

For they all start slipping outta hand

I don’t choose where my feet move

It seems they got a mind of they own

Dancing into traffic, like they no regard for dangerous roads

Don’t you worry nothing, got the situation under control

I’ll be fine right here, wait that light there is looking dangerously