Trust Me - Paperboys

I sit alone with my thoughts and try to capture the essence of knowledge itself

I look for something solid so a bottle won’t help

And I don’t wanna bother nobody else so I’m alone again

Feeling like a part of me is gone with my friend

So I pretend that I’m dead but it makes no difference

The only way to clear my head is in these weights I’m lifting

I feel my fate shifting out of my hands

The way I used to be so proud now its clear, I dont understand

Things ain’t what they used to be

And though this pain really ain’t new to me

I’m living life and playing so foolishly!

So lord lead me, give me the strength

I know that you’ve already given me sense and I appreciate it

It’s all so wet now when recreated, but whats the science?

I know it ain’t much by hey I’m tryin

Feelin so fucked and I ain’t lying, there’s darkness in me

And everyday it’s getting harder to breathe

(See one day)

See we survive but it never ends

(We're gonna find our way)

And catch a vibe feelin' heaven sent

(And then a place to stay)

See I’ve been livin just dealin' with what I’m given

Thinkin this is really somethin when it isn’t

(If I may)

Just fly 'em by

(And let me find my way)

And it’s why I’m high

(And there ain’t nothin I can say)

My window, why are we this way?

I swear to god I never fracture my honesty

So they ask what the fuck’s wrong with me

But see the way I act how I’m born to be

And normally I wouldn’t bother with nothing at all

But now I’m in the rain feelin' part of the water that falls

And every fuckin breath I take, I realize I know that lifes full of lessons

You can never be safe, so I’m lyin here wide-awake tryin' to find a place

While I’m planning my escape I recline into this state

So I need me a place I can chill and take it easy

Breathe freely, hear the swell, smellin seaweed

With trees and the leaves, that we ought to be given

But for now I’m just lost in the rythm

(See one day)

See we survive but it never ends

(We're gonna find our way)

And catch a vibe feelin' heaven sent

(And then a place to stay)

See I’ve been livin just dealin' with what I’ve been given

Thinkin this is really somethin when it isn’t

(If I may)

Just fly 'em by

(And let me find my way)

And it’s why I’m high

(And there ain’t nothin I can say)

My window, why are we this way?

Sometimes I wonder what it’s all for

Coz when it rains it pours

And I don’t wanna play these games anymore

See, I just wanna be assured it was worth it

And maybe just for one day, I get it right and life will be perfect

Coz I don’t know where I’m going but I know where I’ve been

And I can feel the wind blowing holding on with my friends

Coz in the end it’s in them and in my family I trust

That makes me proud, goddamnit it’s us!

I know I’m blessed, every part of me

Chest, neck and arteries

Like Moses when he parted the sea (someone's watching)

Life ain’t what it started out to be

I’ve come to realize that it’s all up to me

So I’m running down my options

Waiting opportunities, give my man a helping hand of jewelry

Trying to understand and join the lunacy

Coz soon as people see and tune in to the frequency

They realize what humans do to humans deep in secrecy

They might just see there ain’t much hope left to go around

Things ain’t getting better and the globe ain’t slowing down

And knowing what we know now, we ought to know better

But since we gotta go, let’s go together

(See one day)

See we survive but it never ends

(We're gonna find our way)

And catch a vibe feelin' heaven sent

(And then a place to stay)

See I’ve been livin just dealin' with what I’ve been given

Thinkin this is really somethin when it isn’t

(If I may)

Just fly 'em by

(And let me find my way)

And it’s why I’m high

(And there ain’t nothin I can say)

My window, why are we this way?