June -

This space starts out empty and I know it can’t hurt more than it already does

And it all falls down around me and hits me in the face and falls onto the

ground

And I wish that I could understand why I’m so upset to see these things I’ll

never have

My hands shake with anger and my eyes fill up with tears that taste like salt

And it’s hard to get up;

too hard to pick myself up off the ground

Laughing at me, if I could

Wondering by myself, if I could

I was lost at sea and you let me drown

To walk for miles, let the rain soak me until I smile

It’s getting late, but I don’t mind

I’m holding onto hands as drenched as mine and for the first time in my life

I want to cry and laugh at the same time

And I’m happy because this space has been filled by her

How could you say no, you should have come over and kissed me