My Conspiracy - Perzonal War

Following my conspiracy

Faking my own philosophy

The inside out turns black on me

Becomes my second face

This is what I am

Pour the black soil out of skin

Squeeze the poison out

Renew my mind eliminate all doubts

Never fail in my decisions

My ideals and my own vision

Unspoken words left dead and unsaid

What made me put on my own crown of thorns

Is this what I am

Kick the dark dreams out of my sleep

Drown deep inside my mind

Open my seeing eye — rip off the blind

From the first day I knew all my fears are gone

I am my own saviour

On the last day I knew things went wrong because

I was my own saviour

Following my jealousy

Pushed myself to ecstasy

The inside out turned black on me

And let me lose my face

Is this what I am

Kick the dark dreams out of my sleep

Drown deep inside my mind

Open my seeing eye — rip off the blind

From the first day I knew all my fears are gone

I am my own saviour

On the last day I knew things went wrong because

I was my own saviour

Could not accept my inner voices

Let them talk to deafened ears

I did so wrong in many choices

And found myself controlled by fears