Above My Head - Polaris

I have these dreams where I’m losing all my teeth

Where the walls begin to cave in and bury me beneath (Bury me beneath)

And when I wake, there’s a part of me that wishes

That my nightmares would come true

If only just to give me peace

I need space.

I need a night in my own bed

I need this like I need a hole in the head

I’m so unprepared to go through this again

I’m a wreck, I confess

I am in so far above my head

And I’ve been telling everyone that I can’t bear the weight

When I break, do you break?

Do you feel it like your bones are aching?

Even as we grow, it hurts to know that some things never change

How could I blame you if you walked away?

But please believe me when you hear me say

I hope you find what you’re searching for

Don’t we all deserve to feel something more?

You deserve to feel something more

Take the time to mend what’s broken, like we did at the start

All we leave unspoken will tear us apart

(And I’ve been dying to get this off my chest)

I’m a wreck, I confess

I am in so far above my head

And I’ve been telling everyone that I can’t bear the weight

When I break, do you break?

Do you feel it like your bones are aching?

Even as we grow, it hurts to know that some things never change

In sight and sound, I found a reason

To stick around, but nothing’s changed

I know this time I’ve pushed your patience

And crossed a line I saw too late

In sight and sound, I found a reason

To stick around, but nothing’s changed

I found a reason, but nothing’s changed

(And I’m just trying to say)

I’m a wreck, I confess

I am in so far above my head

And I’ve been telling everyone that I can’t bear the weight

When I break, do you break?

Do you feel it like your bones are aching?

Even as we grow, it hurts to know that some things never change

Some things never change