Fade Away - Problematic

Yeah it’s true I’m optimistic

Growing up no pot to piss in

A foolish kid made bad decisions

Now I’m balling harder than Scottie Pippen

When mama talked I never listened

I crossed the line like in detention

Had no friends couldn’t keep a job

Just a notepad and a composition

Came a long way from my homie’s basement

Hard work and dedication

Its paying off, I’m feeling blessed

I keep it real no observation

Took a while but I found my lane

Writing helps to cope with pain

If not for music I’d go insane

Like Techa Nina I’m feeling strange

These walls are talking man I can hear em'

I’ma skitzo like Jarren Benton

Fuck a label I’m independent

Will not quit I’m too relentless

I murder beats like a terrorist

I should go see a therapist

I doubt I’m ever gon' trust no bitch

I’m on the rise that come up quick

Stay underground realest sound

Success is what you make it now

Forever ill I’ll hold my ground

Watch my haters all come around

Trying to steal my light wont take my shine

Too inspired from those dreadful times

Clock is ticking gotta get that cake

Can kick me down but wont fade away

Depressed as fuck but motivated

Dropped out of school self educated

I’m making moves and paying dues

Ain’t slowing down til I’m finally famous

One’s who doubted can kiss my ass

Friendship’s now not meant to last

I’m passionate and smashing it

Too far ahead I can’t go back

Been on the mountains for a while keep on climbing up

It seems no matter what you do it is not enough

They wanna knock me off my game but I pay no mind

I was a diamond in the rough now I’m about to shine

I’ll probably never get the recognition I deserve

These people talk behind my back well I’m not concerned

I want you to know

That I’m never gonna fade away

I contemplate lay wide awake

I’m so alone but need my space

My mental problems have taken over

Like literally I’ve lost my ways

Who am I?

What’s my purpose

Am I happy I’m not certain

Karma hits and now I’m hurting

Maybe I should close the curtains

Pull the plug and call it quits

If I do that won’t stand for shit

These people love me for making hits

Like Bruce Jenner your life’s a bitch

Writing rhymes and improvise

Celebrate you’re still alive

Life’s a prize in your possession

I care for culture not for attention

I promise you ma gonna get that house

Chasing my dreams til the money pours out

Stuck by my side through thick and thin

I can’t forget but will amend

I found my passion deep in music

Change the world with what I’m doing

Built a movement still improving

Still you hate but not pursuing

Won’t take for granted ya’ll helped me get

To the point I’m at there’s no regrets

I’m living life so limitless

Stay razor sharp like a Gillette

Money’s power our world’s corrupted

Mankind is sabotaged

The government will hide the truth

The end is near best pray to God

Rockafella you won’t be missed

Rot in hell you fucking saint

Poverty is through the roof

The good die young just can’t explain

Critics lie but numbers don’t

Fake fans leave me alone

Appreciate the mad support

Look how far my name has grown

Been on the mountains for a while keep on climbing up

It seems no matter what you do it is not enough

They wanna knock me off my game but I pay no mind

I was a diamond in the rough now I’m about to shine

I’ll probably never get the recognition I deserve

These people talk behind my back well I’m not concerned

I want you to know

That I’m never gonna fade away