Misery - Problematic

My regrets, same old story

Paid my dues, pain my glory

They tell me hang on please, don’t you worry

My mind wanders then my thoughts go blurry

Am I paranoid? Or a different breed?

Where did I go wrong? There is no retreat

Ive been on the haunt lately for a happy me

But this negativity I can’t escape! You see?

I need a change quick If I don’t I’m concerned

These people love me cause I put into words

What most can’t say so I’m here to disperse

They depending on me but I’m stuck in a curse

Numbers go up then my health goes down

Will I blow up? It don’t matter right now

Gotta find my peace better rise to my feet

If I don’t do that Ima click clack blow

Lets face the facts I just wanna be great

I wanna be real but I’m feeling so fake

I love my job but the price you pay

Is a burden soo deep that most can’t take

So I paint my face and I hide my mistakes

My anxiety is high so I lay wide awake

Got my headphones in think I need my fix

I wanna give in but I will not quit (Naah!)

Where do I go?

When I’m feeling so damn alone

I don’t know why I am so cold

What has gotten into me?

Can’t escape this misery

Can’t escape this misery

Where do I go?

When I’m feeling so damn alone

I don’t know why I am so cold

What has gotten into me?

Can’t escape this misery

Can’t escape this misery

Gotta leave a legacy when I grow up

I’m hoping they remember me when I kick dust

I’m trapped in a box still searching cause I’m lost

My emotions run dry so numb won’t stop

A lot has changed in a year I admit it

My life I used to live that is so forbidden

Now I make a little money as I plot these writtens

If the song don’t pop then the fans go missing

It’s lights, camera, action

You don’t see the backstage

Yelling ceasefire every time I have a bad day

Putting on a show like I’m starring in a matinee

Hate to be in crowds kinda funny how I want fame

I am overanalyzing every situation

And then I start debating if I’m gonna be the greatest

Where do I go?

When I’m feeling so damn alone

I don’t know why I am so cold

What has gotten into me?

Can’t escape this misery

Can’t escape this misery

Where do I go?

When I’m feeling so damn alone

I don’t know why I am so cold

What has gotten into me?

Can’t escape this misery

Can’t escape this misery

Another day exhausted yeah my soul is tired

I question who I am and if I should keep fighting?

I’m running outta options there is no redemption

No more excuses but I’m lacking of some inspiration

Where do I go?

When I’m feeling so damn alone

I don’t know why I am so cold

What has gotten into me?

Can’t escape this misery

Can’t escape this misery

Where do I go?

When I’m feeling so damn alone

I don’t know why I am so cold

What has gotten into me?

Can’t escape this misery

Can’t escape this misery