Paranoid - Problematic

You want a happy rap but my life ain’t pretty

Been to hell and back but exceeded plenty

My friends are gone it’s dark and pity

When I look in the mirror see the odds against me

I’m losing grip think I need my fix

Lucifer’s banging at my door

I sacrificed for this music shit

But I promised that I wouldn’t sell my soul

Wont turn to drugs I’m off of that

I paved my own lane you can feel my wrath

Anybody got a problem they can kiss my ass

Cause I’m on the rise now no turning back

My doctor said I need some help

Take a pill see a therapist

Lets have a chat wanna talk about it?

Rather pull the trigger no thank you bitch

I’ve been looking for the motivation that I need

Not to crumble cause my mind has just been killing me

I’ve been waiting for my moment feel its coming soon

No matter what gets in the way I swear I’m pushing through

I’m paranoid, paranoid

These demons are the reason that I’m never poised

I’m paranoid, paranoid

I panic over every little scary noise

I’m paranoid, paranoid

These demons are the reason that I’m never poised

I’m paranoid, paranoid

I panic over every little scary noise

Back to work staying on my grind

Some will hate but I pay no mind

I’m optimistic that I’m young and gifted

See time has shifted gonna take whats mine

I’m on the edge feel I might just snap

You don’t like me?

Cool, well I don’t either

I’ve been detached an insomniac

I’m making moves while you on the bleachers

Everybody saying that I made a change

Of course why the hell would I just stay the same

No pat on the back in this rap game

Tryna be the Lil Pump to the Gucci Gang

Hello demons, we meet again

My misery loves company

Can’t get to sleep sounds obsolete

Are they watching me?

God damn it man

I’ve been looking for the motivation that I need

Not to crumble cause my mind has just been killing me

I’ve been waiting for my moment feel its coming soon

No matter what gets in the way I swear I’m pushing through

I’m paranoid, paranoid

These demons are the reason that I’m never poised

I’m paranoid, paranoid

I panic over every little scary noise

I’m paranoid, paranoid

These demons are the reason that I’m never poised

I’m paranoid, paranoid

I panic over every little scary noise

I just need some space so I can think, I can think

Cause my patience as of late been running thin, running thin

Could care less if you don’t like me how I feel, that’s the deal

Made a promise that I’ll always keep it real, keep it real

I’ve been losing faith but hoping for some better days

People say they’ll never switch up on you then they walk away

Here we go again stuck up in a vicious cycle

Better watch your back cause even Satan used to be an angel

I’ve been looking for the motivation that I need

Not to crumble cause my mind has just been killing me

I’ve been waiting for my moment feel its coming soon

No matter what gets in the way I swear I’m pushing through

I’m paranoid, paranoid

These demons are the reason that I’m never poised

I’m paranoid, paranoid

I panic over every little scary noise

I’m paranoid, paranoid

These demons are the reason that I’m never poised

I’m paranoid, paranoid

I panic over every little scary noise