Ephemeral - Psalm

Dust sows branches somehow passing

Through black water which embraces

My weakened feet, my heart turns still

Roots grip my arms slowly

Losing my breath slowly

I feel sorry for myself

Satisfy me, never trust me again!

Walls seem dry

Yet insecure

I’m digging a hole and I prepare my end

You think you will save us?

I don’t deserve a place in your heaven

Can’t stand the smell of my own fear, no more

I don’t deserve this prison of treason

Can’t stand the smell of my own fear, no more

Staring, threatening, vulgar pile of stones

Weeping, mourning, colder, it chills my bones

Facing each day, try to deny

Playing this part

Can’t take it no more

I feel sorry for myself

Satisfy me, never trust me again!

Now all lies subside

And I realize

How I lived my life

And this can’t be true!

And I

I just realized

My world crumbles

Facing each day, just too hard

Try to deny, I can’t force it!

Playing this part, it’s over now!

Reason left me, I can’t take it!

All hope is gone

I’m already dead