How This Feels - R.LUM.R

I think a lot about myself

To paint in pictures true to mirrors that define me well

But this is something I don’t know as well

'Cause no one else has ever made me feel the way it felt

When we were riding late night to your best friend’s

You were telling me 'bout how you feel about connection

To another person just as full of imperfection

Someone like… me

I don’t wanna lead us in the wrong direction

Force or fake a feeling 'cause we both need affection

End up codependent 'cause we can’t deal with depression

The way we need

So can we be real, yeah

About how this feels

About how this feels?

So can we be real, yeah

About how this feels

About how this feels?

We both say the right things

Feels too good to be lying

Too busy rationalizing

To think of what we’ve been hiding

I guess I spend a lot of time in my head with

Thoughts 'bout when next time I’m gon' see you in my bed is

Maybe we’d be better off if we could disconnect this

So why don’t we?

So can we be real

About how this feels

About how this feels?

So can we be real

About how this feels

About how this feels?

So can we be real

About how this feels

About how this feels?

So can we be real

About how this feels

About how this feels?