Lost in Death - Ramirez

Tryna find my way home drunk as fuck

And I was lost in the shadows not givin' a mothafuck

Look into my eyes, tell me what you see

A mind full of hate, and a body full of grief

Fell to my knees, as I conquered the death

I cheated it twice but death never rest

I take every breath like it was my last one there

Know you got a nigga trippin' grippin' on his gun now

I’m steady on the run tryna figure out myself

Living in a place where happiness is in your wealth

But I ain’t trippin' cause I’m living through my old ways

Hoping that my little brother will live it the right way

And some say that someday we all die

And that’s true but my legacy’s immortalized

Don’t be surprised because there’s a god in me

Demigods, bitch, yes you know you can’t fuck with me

Stuck in my dark ways, can’t find light

So I’m fighting with the devil to retain my sight

Sitting in a dark room thinking to myself

Am I living in a heaven, or is this another hell

Writin' to my niggas that’s up inside of a cell

Lettin' my nigga know his kids doin' well

Must fill my niggas in when time up in jail

'Cause society like to see every nigga fail, huh

I’m a product of the game that I grew up on

Uncle was whippin' that crack, and that shit was moving strong

Making about 3K in a day, he was feelin' like a baller until they took his life

away, yeah

Ain’t that legit, praying life can go quick

One day you swallowin', next you in a ditch

Claiming that this summer everyone goes under

I’m just a young savage roaming through the grey pits

Don’t give a fuck 'cause we lost up in death bitch

I lose my mind repeatin' it to myself, am I livin' in a heaven

Or is this another hell