Stuck Inside - Rasti

Don’t feel good right now

I might have a break down

Who am I?

What is life?

What is death?

I’m wasting time

Feel like I’m burning myself to the floor

Feel like I cannot unlock my own door

All of the drama and all of the music

Won’t mean a thing if I start to abuse it

I just wish I knew God was there

Did before and I never cared

But now everything’s so blurry

Now I’m inside of a hurry

Now I am working a job

Now my imagination is gone

Now I can’t make a stop

Don’t wanna die, or live, or think

My Gosh!

I just wanna get away go to the place

Where everything is fine and I feel okay

Don’t worry bout the end or the pain or the lies or the hate

Or anything that anybody says

I need a shelter for

My little heart and the soars

I feel overly soar

I need a break before I lose more

I need a break before I lose more!

I can’t do this!

No I can’t hold my hand!

I’m alone so I indulge in my thoughts and feel repulsed

I’m ruining my future why?

I just wanna sit and cry

I just wanna find myself tonight

Without being ignorant feel like life’s alright

I’m afraid I’m afraid

I’m afraid I’m afraid

And I don’t wanna die

I’m afraid I’m afraid

I’m afraid I’m af…

I don’t wanna die!

I’m afraid you’re afraid

I’m afraid you’re afraid

Everybody is afraid to die

Yeah

I don’t wanna be misunderstood

I don’t wanna sit and read a book

I don’t wanna burn in hell forever

I don’t wanna live in heaven either

Beating me into the floor

I don’t want another war

Wish I would call my dad

Wish I would take that back

There’s a can of worms that I don’t touch

I’m standing here on my last crutch

Everything’s fine everything’s fine everything’s fine

Everything’s not

I feel like an adult

Wait stop, everybody hault!

Forget that, I’mma switch jobs

I need paper to help me sob

I need something to keep me alive

Drinking Monsters I’m awake at five

Sitting here watching the sun rise day’s ruined

Didn’t sleep last night

Gotta chug another can

Venting loud on Instagram

Go to work I can barely stand

At least I succeed with my plans

Gotta get a buck

Need to be struck

Dead but alive

Ask myself what the…

I still keep the beats clean

That’s all that’s left that keep’s me, me

Separate my dad says I reject it

That’s dad two not dad one

He could be right I hate his lessons

I know he’s right my hatred lessens

Know that he knows what’s best for me

He’s probably smarter he’s 43

But here I am here I stand

I’m scared to live so scared I ran

I’m afraid I’m afraid

I’m afraid I’m afraid

And I don’t wanna die

I’m afraid I’m afraid

I’m afraid I’m af…

I don’t wanna die!

I’m afraid you’re afraid

I’m afraid you’re afraid

Everybody is afraid to die

I don’t wanna be misunderstood

I don’t wanna sit and read a book

I don’t wanna burn in hell forever

I don’t wanna live in heaven either