Goodbye - Razakel

goodbye, goodbye

to all the artificial people in my life

I never wanted you around me, so be on your way

now that I finally got a name, all the sudden you wanna stay

(interlude)

now everybody wants to come around me, down and be my homie, right

now everybody likes my shit like I got a fucking dick, right

but I know who’s got my back and who’s been here the entire time

I got my own family behind me and we’re ready to fight

I’m so sorry I’m not that bitch that you wanted me to be

I’m so sorry it took me this long to finally see

I’m just your prisoner held captive, how I long to be free

but I never will be, because you own that part of me

I’m only 22 years old and all I ask is to be happy

but I can’t cause you play daddy and constantly hover above me

it’s gone, it’s non-existed, it’s finally deceased

love died inside of you and then you killed it in me

goodbye, goodbye

to all the artificial people in my life

I never wanted you around me, so be on your way

now that I finally got a name, all the sudden you wanna stay

(interlude)

now everybody wants to come around me, down and be my homie, right

now everybody likes my shit like I got a fucking dick, right

but I know who’s got my back and who’s been here the entire time

I got my own family behind me and we’re ready to fight

Mommy, Daddy, look what you’ve done to me

I’m so broken, I’m so hopeless

all because you never believed in me

you’re so blind, you can’t see, so I scream fuck your god

fuck your cross, I think for myself, I’m not lost or brainwashed

but there’s a war inside my heart between the two things that I want

but could never have both, is what I’ve always been taught

so I gotta be strong, I gotta keep moving on

no more sad songs, I shoulda stayed alone all along

try in realize, understand my sight

I’ve had a rough, fucked up life, but he came along and opened my eyes

goodbye, goodbye

to all the artificial people in my life

I never wanted you around me, so be on your way

now that I finally got a name, all the sudden you wanna stay

(interlude)

now everybody wants to come around me, down and be my homie, right

now everybody likes my shit like I' got a fucking dick, right

but I know who’s got my back and who’s been here the entire time

I got my own family behind me and we’re ready to fight