Galaxy -

You so far, you so far, you so far from me

Universe, milky way, distant galaxies

I don’t care where you are, just get close to me

You so far, you so far, you so far from me

Why you so quiet?

I just want to talk to you my dear

Maybe the greatest fear is looking in the mirror

Took a backseat just to see who I am

Could not recognize the spirit there

Stars on his hair, blue on his black cheek

Who the hell is there?

Inside of me

Been broken down

No wheels to steer

When the lights are on

Get struck like a deer

That void in your heart

Makes you a shell

Yeah I was there

Yeah I was there

You so far, you so far, you so far from me

Universe, milky way, distant galaxies

I don’t care where you are, just get close to me

You so far, you so far, you so far from me

Long time ago

The doors closed, been a loner ever since

Despite having friends

Old guy on the inside so far gone

Conversations don’t last long

Agony feels like a sword

Half of me is not happy where half is going

Living to see that smile

Praying to the Lord, I’m not forever lost

Wishing chats with the kid like

Just cry, let it out, don’t die

Flashbacks like Barry

But how

How to make the situation merry

Just to see your face again

Share time together

Believing everything else will work for the better

Been broken down

No wheels to steer

When the lights are on

Get struck like a deer

That void in your heart

Makes you a shell

Yeah I was there

Why I gotta wake up and do things I’d never do

Got me thinking so what like I ain’t got a thing to lose

Looking for hope in the bottom of a bottle

I see that pain

Don’t act like you don’t know it

I know that you’ve been hurting and we don’t know any other way

To numb that pain, I wanna make it all fade away

But all we know is the ash and the smoke

Suicidal flows

I know I’m not alone but I am

Truth is I’ve been looking for you

And I could never get in touch with you

Talking in the mirror, things been looking clearer

Think it’s my time to go

Not yet

Haven’t said my peace yet

How much longer?

Fuck it let’s place a bet

Never happy when I’m sober

Rarely smiling when I’m sober

The room is getting colder

Man I’m tired of growing older

Wasn’t happy back then

Still ain’t bout it right now

Still thankful tho

The thoughts in my mind haven’t won yet