I'm not O.K. - Real Dope World, Elena

All this weight that I’m carrying

And the hurt that I feel within

Its like I’m drowning in my skin

Its messing with my very being

All this weight that I’m carrying

And the hurt that I feel within

Its like I’m drowning in my skin

Its messing with my very being

So let it be known

Its not just me in the zone

I’m lost in a hole of grief

Trying to sort all of this cause I need to break free

So let it be known

Its not just me in the zone

I’m lost in a hole of grief

Trying to sort all of this cause I need to break free

And that’s the reality when you look closely

You’ll see it’s all a pose

And I’m not OK

I’m not OK

And that’s the reality when you look closely

You’ll see it’s all a pose

And I’m not OK

I’m not OK

People thinking I’m dop like that

Seeking means to flex on my grind

Stady climbing, I ain’t reclining

My bills been piling I lost my vibe

Skipping class just to write my raps

They used to mock used to laugh at that

I don’t care steady on my grind

I don’t care I’m steady on my grind

Let me paint a picture now you know the feeling of how

You ain’t got nothing to chow, but them folks still bow

When they see you on the gram, looking like a cash cow

They steady commenting wow, and they wanna say vows

But you know you’re broke and stuck, your whole ass stuck

In debt, and when throats are cut they’re going for your head

And a whole adult is pissed off, coz it seems he rode hard luck

His whole life

No money (no money) no wife (no wife)

No juice (no juice) no life (no life)

I’m stressed (I'm stressed) I’m tensed (I'm tensed)

But they say (they say) that I’m blessed (I'm blessed)

God!, is this the life that you chose for me

I need you now, don’t ghost on me

Sick of pain sick of shame I’m not O. K

I need the Lord to rain down on me

Life is a house better grab your key

Life is a race better run with a team

Coz life can be gravity pulling you down

Sucking the life outta as you drown

If life is a joke then I must be a clown

If life is a show then I gotta take a bow

Got the fans screaming loud

But I hurt bad inside I’m out

BLAOW!

And that’s the reality when you look closely

You’ll see it’s all a pose

And I’m not OK

I’m not OK

And that’s the reality when you look closely

You’ll see it’s all a pose

And I’m not OK

I’m not OK