Abandoned - Recode the Subliminal

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Can’t escape anxiety

Hopelessness surrounds

Can’t release it’s hold on me

Wandering abandonded, to shadows I keep

Bound to the alleys and empty streets

Weak to move on as I keep on looking back

Betrayed by myself

Give me a reason to live

Or a second chance to be desired

Always on the run

I can feel their eyes on me

Can’t trust anyone

And why should they have trust in me

God, what have I done?

This wasn’t how it’s supposed to be

I didn’t have a choice

Augmented life was forced on me

Falling apart, I just want to be numb

Strung out on meds, what have I become?

Give me a reason to keep on looking back

Betrayed by myself

Give me a reason to live

Or a second chance to be desired

My love, my love

I witness the beatings

The hate without meaning

I’m losing the strength to fight

I’m fighting the pain

As I cover my shame

And I’m losing the strength to go on

As I reach for the sky

And beg for an answer

I scream to the night

It echoes in silence

It withers in the cold

It suffocates the soul

And reminds me of the truth

That we’re all alone

Betrayed by myself

Give me a reason to live

Or a second chance to be desired

My love (Give me a reason to live)

My love