Lights Out - Reuben

So here’s how it is

I’m tired of being tired

Bored of being bored

(But I don’t wanna be lonely)

She’s looking at me

And I cannot see

A place we agree

(But I don’t wanna be lonely)

I don’t make her laugh

I don’t make her smile

I don’t make her move

(But I don’t wanna be lonely)

And I’m mouthing these words

I’m dying to say

To someone I think I know

«It's a joke got out of hand

But I think I understand»

And it won’t be long before I get the guts

To risk loneliness and do these things I must

To ignore my head and put all my trust in my heart

'Cause I don’t want this

No, I don’t want this, no, no

Here’s how it is

You like the idea

Of someone around

('Cause you don’t wanna be lonely)

It’s not about you

It’s not about me

It’s not about us at all

It’s a story so old it’s been told and re-told

And if I want my freedom, I’ve got to be bold

It’s a shame and it’s a crime

I have wasted all this time

'Cause I’ve known for months all the moves to make

And goodbyes, they give me a belly ache

So no «One last kiss for old times' sake»

'Cause I’m gone

Yeah

Thrown again

Thrown again

Thrown again, oh

Yes, let’s talk about all the things we have in common

If these are mistakes then I would make them all again

It’s so unbelievable you actually exist

Let’s make this a memory of us, 'Cause we’ve got

Lights out, sound low

I wanna know, how far can this go?

Lights out, sound low

I wanna know, how far can this go?

Lights out, sound low

I wanna know, how far can this go?

Lights out, sound low

I wanna know, how far can this go?

'Cause we were born for tonight

For this very moment

We were born for tonight

For these secrets stolen

Lights out…