Corona Anxiety - Rêverie

This rap shit my fucken passion

Never gone out of fashion

Remember writing raps and

On the bus, headphones blasting

My life ain’t no fairytale, this a satire

Blue like the sea, but beautiful like a sapphire

Change flowing through my veins

Tragedies turn into rage

My albums are books

Every song’s another page

Criticize myself a million times a day

Love when I’m on the stage & they scream my name

In those moments I’m safe, I’m special, I’m a goddess

But then the lights turn off and nothing more is promised

All I got is this moment, I could die tomorrow

My poetry is proof that life is full of sorrow

Life is full of beauty, clarity, confusion

It’s scaring me, sometimes got no clue what I’m doing

That’s because I’m human, I’m flawed, I’m perfect

Ain’t nobody like me, that’s the only thing that’s certain

When they close the curtains, I am just a person

Processing, learning, I go back to hurting

I sit with myself, my reflection hates me

My demons, they chase me, but my art elevates me

Tryna embrace the balance, that’s my biggest challenge

Loving myself like i love those around me in my palace

That loved me at my wildest.

Life go so fast

I needa let go of my past, needa let go so bad

I can’t keep up

Life go too fast

Life so precious

Now I know that

I am living, I’m alive

I am living, don’t wanna die

I can’t keep up

Life go too fast

Life so precious

Now I know that

I am living, I’m alive

I am living, don’t wanna die

If I die tomorrow, bullet in my skull

I gave my fucken soul, in everything i wrote

I wanna heal the people, I need to know I’m special

I am going crazy, are you coming with me?

Let’s go!

I feel isolated, maybe cuz I am

This corona virus spreading all throughout the land

History in the making, got me in my depression

Trying not to stress it, express it cuz I’m desperate

This shit getting hectic, this feel like a movie

This feel like a nightmare.

If I’m honest, I’m scared

Worried about my grannie, thinking about my family

Trying to be an example & be the best that I can be

But honestly, I’m worried.

Time stopped and I’m in a hurry

I know this bottle staring at me not good for me

This really a struggle, but I know I’ll be alright

I’m paranoid!

Fight or flight, but I’m alive tonight!

This a crazy time, but we gone survive

Me, myself and I know we gone be alright

I can’t keep up

Life go too fast

Life so precious

Now I know that

I am living, I’m alive

I am living, don’t wanna die

I can’t keep up

Life go too fast

Life so precious

Now I know that

I am living, I’m alive

I am living, don’t wanna die