Heated - Riverkinn

Yeah, I want it

But I don’t need it

And now at times

I wish the memories could be deleted

I think about the way

You left me feeling so defeated

You’re just another bad decision

That I keep repeating

It’s got me heated

Like I’ma be the one to keep the fire stoked

Got some issues

But my condition was never diagnosed

Try and cope

Refocus my vision to kaleidoscope

Only know a few that treated m the same

When I was brok

The lack of signal had me disconnected

I’ll admit that most my energy was misdirected

I couldn’t take responsibility or see the blessing

Now I recognize that it was only my perspective

In the mirror I respect the man I see reflected

Took the weight up off my back and now I’m decompressing

Always begging for a sign but never heed a message

No insurance on my life, I had to repossess it

I’ve been under the impression

You still think about me

But I don’t have any reason

To believe assumptions

I’ve spent hours in confession

What a waste of effort

Guilt of a criminal

I gave it all and escaped with nothing

I’ve been under the impression

You still think about me

But I don’t have any reason

To believe assumptions

I’ve spent hours in confession

What a waste of effort

Guilt of a criminal

I gave it all and escaped with nothing