Driven To Destruction - Riverside

I don’t know where to begin

Feel a cleaving in my mind

I can’t get my act together

Buzz in my head is too loud

I know something’s wrong with me

It’s starting to burn out my soul

But I feel so weird in here

When you just sit, listen and nod

All my life

I’ve been trying to deny and deceive myself

Sense of insecurity

Restlessness

The turning out

Hatred for my inner chaos

And the color of your couch

I’ve just had this trouble all my life

Of getting out what is inside

Now I run

But cannot hide

No matter how much I do for them

No matter how much I do for myself

No matter which way I look at it

Fulfillment passes me by

Distracted inner self

On the brink of chaos

Lost it’s way

Impatient inner self

On the brink of chaos

Lost it’s way

Distracted inner self

I’m tuning out

Impatient inner self

I’m spacing out

Distracted inner self

On the brink of chaos

Lost it’s way