Die Again - Rivilin

I couldn’t fucking take it

I couldn’t stop the shaking

Everywhere we go

It just ends with me losing self-control

You know that you haunt me

I see their watching

Everyday its like

I’m that vermin that you have come to love

From your limbs hung delicate shy

Watching hell fall on my half-open eyes

I’m lost in the words you called lust

Empathy, reject me, now i fear to never trust

I’m the guilty, the victim the lover, the sickness

Death come visit me and let me relive this

Saying how a soul isn’t really that deep

Waking from another death in my dreams

Manic bipolar, more like how to be a fuck up disorder

Imagine being normal?

fucked up on md i know that you hate me

Making out with her so that you know you can blame me

Theirs no special place for you down there

If there is a hell then i’ll make you fucking join me

Drag you by the throat and say your coming here shortly

Three of us, in the backroom back there

Everything changed on that day when you overdosed

Everything wasn’t the same in a comatose

Why didn’t you say goodbye when you left us

Could have changed you then

I didn’t, I guess its still my fault in the end

I left you there to die again

Left you there to lie again

I had to leave because I thought I was gonna die again, lie again

I left you there to die again

Yeah, i’m sorry

I couldn’t fucking take it

I couldn’t stop the shaking

Everywhere we go

It just ends with me losing self-control

You know that you haunt me

I see their watching

Everyday its like

I’m that vermin that you have come to love