I Am Nothing - Rivilin

It’s that red light, your bodies so light

I see your pretty hollow cheeks, ciggerrates, and that sad smile

But you’re not alright, you hang that noose tight

Your hitting up my phone, beginning in tears, rock up outside your house

At half past midnight, my lungs are airtight

You kiss me on the cheek and pull me in your lips hit me

Like a wave of frostbite my love you rewrite

I wake up in your bed in the morning i know you just want me to leave

So what do you see in me, i never know

Writing songs about you, but you never show

I hate it so much but you know i always comes back

I gave you all my love but then you said theirs no strings attached

I shouldn’t b scared of hurting your feelings no

But picturing you sad just hurts my soul

I try to pack my bags and leave this town

Evryone just reminds me of you

Hung up like the rest of your ex boyfriends yeah

Push it to the next then to me when you dont care

Living in a mess stuck on pause when i can’t mend

Always try my best, but your love, no you dont share

Striking up a conversation but i know you hate me

Pointing out more accusations then you say youd date me

Mind is filled with hesitation cus i know you’ll break me

I’ll come back in desperation knowing you won’t love me

It’s that red light, your bodies so light

I see your pretty hollow cheeks, ciggerrates, and that sad smile

But you’re not alright, you hang that noose tight

Your hitting up my phone, beginning in tears, rock up outside your house

At half past midnight, my lungs are airtight

You kiss me on the cheek and pull me in your lips hit me

Like a wave of frostbite my love you rewrite

I wake up in your bed in the morning i know you just want me to leave

So what do you see in me, i never know

Writing songs about you, but you never show

I hate it so much but you know i always comes back

I gave you all my love but then you said theirs no strings attached

I shouldn’t be scared of hurting your feelings no

But picturing you sad just hurts my soul

I try to pack my bags and leave this town

Everyone just reminds me of you

Hung up like the rest of your ex boyfriends yeah

Push it to the next then to me when you dont care

Living in a mess stuck on pause when i can’t mend

Always try my best, but your love, no you dont share

Striking up a conversation but i know you hate me

Pointing out more accusations then you say youd date me

Mind is filled with hesitation cus i know you’ll break me

I’ll come back in desperation knowing you won’t love me