If Only You Could Speak - Rivilin

Wake up on the cold floor

I feel numb, I feel close to death

With bones made of stone, yeah im not getting up

I haven’t got the strength to call and say I’ve had enough

Of this bullshit that you wanna put me through, wanna put me through

Wanna push me down because you hate me too, its always you

Singing my name our clearly, with depression embracing me

My eyes are getting blurry Im thinking I just need sleep

Yeah so wake up when you feel like your coping

Wake me up when theirs no one left to love you anymore

Cus you know it’s easy to throw me away

Im used to it

Im getting used to it

Just take me apart at the spine

Let me just fly away

I don’t wanna be in pain anymore

Memories of your body lifeless on the floor

They always, seem to come back seem to come back

I wish I wasn’t in love

You find me at the edge of the road

I’ve given up, shits fucked, yeah im here on my own

Im losing control again

Im losing control again

So when will I be normal can you let me know

Im screaming out your name but I know you never show

Im losing control again

I wish you could speak again

Bite me on the lip and push me back

You’re always finding ways to pull at my skin theirs so much tension

Between us, you’re so careless

Callouses are building up on my emotions just so I can’t feel a thing

Yeah I need to shed my skin, but your hooks are deep within

Every song I write is still about you and I hate myself for it

Cus all I do is hurt other people

I try my best to move on but it never seems to work

Yeah so wake up when you feel like your coping

Wake me up when theirs no one left to love you anymore

Cus you know it’s easy to throw me away

Im used to it

Im getting used to it

Just take me apart at the spine

Let me just fly away

I don’t wanna be in pain anymore

Memories of your body lifeless on the floor

They always, seem to come back seem to come back

I wish I wasn’t in love

You find me at the edge of the road

I’ve given up, shits fucked, yeah im here on my own

Im losing control again

Im losing control again

So when will I be normal can you let me know

Im screaming out your name but I know you never show

Im losing control again

I wish you could speak again