Remedy - Rivilin

Can you see me from the bottom

Even though the waters shallow I still feel as if it’s above my neck

Does it hurt you to see me suffer

Does it hurt you at all can you feel a thing

I see father, im so sorry

I see mother, please don’t worry

Because the medication didn’t seem to work I couldn’t get my head straight

Dreams of overdosing, shallow breathing, no, it’s too late

I see the rain start to pour when I think of your name

I feel the pain when you call, say you’re here with my friend

Explosions of infinity say it’s all in my head

Astral projects of where I could be happy, no im not happy at all

No, don’t cry out my name, no fuck you this is it

Im not who I want to be, but I know when to quit

Engrave your tales in my veins just to say you want him

Im ripping out my own flesh just to say I forget, no I won’t forget

Theirs a face staring back at me

Yeah what, what does it want from me

It doesn’t speak, it just follows me

Everywhere I go, yeah everywhere I turn

In the shadows always consuming

My thoughts always presuming

That maybe one day I will just take a step, and just learn to breathe

So tell me does get better than this

I don’t even know, you don’t even know so why do I ask

Maybe cus im holding on by a thread

And secretly im hoping it gives

So then you can just watch me fall

Until I hit the water and let the ocean sky just consume me