Substance - Rivilin

Won’t you make it clear won’t you just say that I am worth it

In the hospital we roam, our mental states were far from perfect

Cus theirs burning in my blood intravenous doesn’t seem to be working

Cus there is scaring on your lungs, eyes closed tell me why aren’t you moving

Try to pick up the pieces, doesn’t seem to work

Cutting your wrist, yeah this is gonna hurt

Blood runs like a river, on the bathroom floor

Eyes fade as you let you as I break down the door

My heart aches in my chest as I see you gone

See you in my dreams tell me this is what you want

To always be a memory now your gone

Everyone loves you but I just miss you

On a slope of letting go, it’s getting steeper

Try to get out of bed, I’m not leaving

Anxiety’s got my chest, I’m not breathing

Panic attacks yeah, got me weeping

I try to jump off yeah, my thoughts stop me

I swear I saw your ghost, yeah and you caught me

I’m by myself in this hell, would you haunt me

Please just, please just, don’t stop me

It’s when I blackout, you push the blame now

If you hear me can you tell me was it worth it are you happy now your gone

Can you smile now, can I join you

I had to pick up the pieces your mothers crying to Jesus

Help you, tension breaks through

Will you wait for me when I take my last breath, I can’t wait to see you again

Can I forgive you, I don’t know how to

Won’t you show me your face, give me a sign, I don’t think I can hold on

Digging my own grave, losing touch, yeah depression is lurking

With bones made of stone, I try really hard to not be a burden

Your blue eyes are cutting deeper straight through my soul yeah, it’s hurting

Misery just loves me, won’t you kiss me on the cheek, say I’m worth it

Try to pick up the pieces, doesn’t seem to work

Cutting your wrist, yeah this is gonna hurt

Blood runs like a river, on the bathroom floor

Eyes fade as you let you as I break down the door

My heart aches in my chest as I see you gone

See you in my dreams tell me this is what you want

To always be a memory now your gone

Everyone loves you but I just miss you

On a slope of letting go, it’s getting steeper

Try to get out of bed, I’m not leaving

Anxiety’s got my chest, I’m not breathing

Panic attacks yeah, got me weeping

I try to jump off yeah, my thoughts stop me

I swear I saw your ghost, yeah and you caught me

I’m by myself in this hell, would you haunt me

Please just, please just, don’t stop me

It’s when I blackout, you push the blame now

If you hear me can you tell me was it worth it are you happy now your gone

Can you smile now, can I join you

I had to pick up the pieces your mothers crying to Jesus

Help you, tension breaks through

Will you wait for me when I take my last breath, I can’t wait to see you again

Can I forgive you, I don’t know how to

Won’t you show me your face, give me a sign, I don’t think I can hold on