Vile - Rivilin

Addicted to codeine

I see you there lying on the floor convulsing

I’m numb when the rain sings

Blinding my face from the memories that haunt me

Addicted to codeine

I see you eyes staring straight through mine I’m not coping

I’m numb when you hold me

Embracing my ways with the memories that haunt me

Push me back until it stops, I just wanna feeling something more

Then this ache inside my thoughts, finding I still wash on your shore

Waking in my bed alone, I think this is suffering

See your ghost inside my door, lingering not managing

Please don’t just tie up that rope

I know I’ve been hre before

Loosing as I see you chok

Won’t you come and fix my soul

Patch me up, patch me up, then you leave me here stranded again

Losing my sanity over your stupid ways and your fake friends

You wanna come at me when its over

You love me and I lose composure

Your soul died when it had exposure

We fall back again when we’re older

Changing topics doesn’t help

Losing sense of my own self

I’m just sinking into hell

Bite my tongue it’s here I dwell

Constant state of high, I fall

Addicted shaking, sweating more

Won’t you answer when I call

You say that I’ve lost it all

You wanna come at me when its over

You love me and I lose composure

Your soul died when it had exposure

We fall back again when we’re older