Eyes Rolled Back - Ryan Caraveo

Blasted, scatter-brain\nHappy with a little bit 'cause I never had a thing\nPop Os to the X\nWhat I needed was XOs\nBeen getting high like I fiend for the next low\nBeg for the love like I love the rejection\nCrash my life just to pause for reflection\nLong as I get to feel just one touch of perfection\nLaying on the floor with my eyes rolled back\nTryna feel alive before I got flat\nYou don’t got to tell me, I know that\nI ain’t gonna lie slow like this\nI am so geeked, I’m a goner\nI think I’m reaching nirvana\nI am not sure if these are my people\nOr if they just complete my persona\nYou can go leave me here longer\nY’all give me the heebie-jeebies\nDon’t wanna sleep how you wake up or die how you live\nSo greedy, upon your empires I piss\nI’m fire, I’m mist, I’m blizzards and mud\nI am attention and I’m «just because»\nI’m faith in a friend that slowly dissolves\nI’m the tears of joy when you’ve known all along\nI’m fucking, I’m fighting, I’m trusting, I’m trysting\nI’m fifty-percent perfect if I could splice him\nYou love me, you love me, I swear\nBut until then, I’m\nLaying on the floor with my eyes rolled back\nTryna feel alive before I got flat\nYou don’t got to tell me, I know that\nI ain’t gonna lie slow like this