stick n pokes - sadeyes

I was yours, you were mine

I should’ve known I was wasting your time

I couldn’t grow, I wanted to die

Now whenever you text me, I can’t reply

So I guess I’ll go get stoned

And wonder why you haven’t come back home

(I wanna give myself stick and pokes)

(I wanna) laugh so hard I lose my throat

And now I’ve found someone that truly fucking cares

Doesn’t look the other way when I’m alone or in despair

Doesn’t act like I’m the reason that my parents wouldn’t cope

With the fact that I’m a loser so they left me on my own

She won’t leave me in the smoke

When I’m sad, alone or broke

She gon' keep me on my toes

She gon' hold me hella close

She gon' be there in the end

When I’m lyin' in my bed

She gon' tell me how she love me

She could never play pretend

I was yours, you were mine

I should’ve known I was wasting your time

I couldn’t grow, I wanted to die

Now whenever you text me, I can’t reply

So I guess I’ll go get stoned

And wonder why you haven’t come back home

(I wanna give myself stick and pokes)

(I wanna) laugh so hard I lose my throat

And my heart fuckin' bursts

When I’m lookin' at her

She’s the one that I need

She’s the one I deserve

She’s the reason I breathe

She’s the reason I heal

She’s the one that I want

And that’s just how I feel