Dying Inside - Saint Vitus

I have got to change my ways

'Cause I’m losing my mind

I have got to stop drinking

'Cause I’m dying inside

I feel twice as old as I am

And it’s getting worse

I’m in the palm of habit’s hand

I can’t escape the curse

There is nothing that I can do

I have no self control

I have let myself become dead

I have ruined my soul

Every time I wake up sick

I say never again

But then opportunity knocks

And I’m wasted my friend

I can’t control my addiction

I’ve tried time and time again

I’m losing all my friends and lovers

Alcohol knows it’s gonna win

Now I have lost everything

And I really don’t care

Everybody that I have known

Has out cast me here

Drinking has wasted my life

And I’m dying inside

I feel twice as old as I am

I’ve lost what left of my mind

I can’t control my addiction

I’ve tried time and time again

I’m losing all my friends and lovers

Alcohol knows it’s gonna win