Loss (In Memoriam) - Saturnus

Vast outstreched diamond lakes in the sky

the mighty stillness of mountains

rain will fall — maybe forever

winds of mercy, I hope

will take me far from this…

…This desolate place

And I fear you’re love will fade away

And I fear there’s no end to this pain

And I fear your heart has turned away

And I fear I won’t see you again

And in the night I often turn to the starres

this diamond lake of tears

and I think back

when you and I were one

Under this…

…this desolate sun

And I cry for that broken dream

And I cry for for the absence of your love

And I cry for your broken word

And I cry for the loss of your light

In the season of night let it come

that the raven may gueard upon thee

and when pursued by snow, rain, wind

and darkness let it come that I see

with the celestial eyes of bright wisdom

— from the Tibetan Book of the Dead

And I wish your hand were in mine

And I wish that all is not lost

And I hope that whereever you’re fine

And I know I miss you all to much