the long halloween - Savage Ga$p, Ellise

Everyday, wait for something I’ll never get

Stay the same

Nothing feels okay since you left

I’ve been all alone and somethings wrong

Stop, I’m not tryna move too fast

You don’t gotta listen to me

Pretend you can speak, then we’ll say what’s best

Stop, I’m just tryna make this last

Even if you hate me the most, I can never find it in myself to hate you back

I hope he keeps you safer for me

Don’t make you lonely, and if he don’t feel the same, fake it for me

Some days are darker when you ignore me

I hope you won’t get caught later for me, uh

Thinkin' 'bout a note on a bed and your name in my phone when I’m goin' to bed

In my home, all alone how I cope when I’m sad

You can fall in my arms when you up on a ledge

And look, I’m tryna talk but you don’t wanna hear it

Tryna love you but I’m overbearing

And I’m tryna tell you that I really miss you

Say you hate commitment but I know you fear it and

Even though you left me here on earth, I’m still tryna make this work

Night with the moon and the stars, left the bullshit behind, you a soul,

full circle

And you never wanted anybody there for you to kill for blame

Now you fall away, I’ll pray for you, I’ll wait forever patch up your pain

So don’t let me fall asleep, 'less you visit in my dream

Don’t open up the window, I don’t wanna watch you leave without me

I don’t wanna watch you leave without me, baby

Stop, I’m not tryna move too fast

You don’t gotta listen to me

Pretend you can speak, then we’ll say what’s best

Stop, I’m just tryna make this last

Even if you hate me the most, I can never find it in myself to hate you back