Cinder - Scarred

Every time my world

Is about to collapse in its vacuity

I take refuge in an alternative version of my life

Where things turned out for the best

No sorrow, no pain, no past mistakes haunting me

Sometimes it feels so real that I get confused

Why can’t this life replace my misery?

All I wanted to be, a step away

Waiting for me behind the glass

Inside the mirror, in another dimension

The unscarred me is taking for granted

The happiness I’m denied

He’s standing on the bright side looking out for me

'cause I’m coming to get what is mine

Right now;

it’s about fucking time

Dowse my life with gasoline

Burn down the failure I have been

Before I join the other side

And take the place that’s truly mine

I light a match and start the purification

There’s no room for the two of me

Got nothing but regrets to destroy

It’s an easy decision

Like all the ones I’ve made before

It’s time to get what I deserve

The fire consumes my other world

My perfect life is melting down

No more easy way out

Flames are carving the lesson

Into my flesh

That’s my way out

Facing the calcinated shell

Of who I used to see