Delusional - Shamir

I cry in restaurants and not because I dine alone

I have a therapist to clarify what I already know

I tell myself I’m quirky and that no one gets me

As my mental health deteriorates before me slowly

I’m delusional (but I hide it nicely)

But I don’t know (how far it’ll get me)

When my world starts crumbling down I leave my body all together

And return when things get better

I leave the light on at night because I’m afraid of ghost

Only ironically as far as anybody knows

I lie about things that sound worse than the actual truth

I think I’m fine while everybody worries what I will do

I’m delusional (but I hide it nicely)

But I don’t know (how far it’ll get me)

When my world starts crumbling down I leave my body all together

And return when things get better

I won’t be gone long

If it’s urgent you can medicate me back home

I’ll try to stay for you, but the world is too cruel

I’m delusional (but I hide it nicely)

But I don’t know (how far it’ll get me)

When my world starts crumbling down I leave my body all together

And return when things get better