Ready to Fold - Sinizter

It may be a hobby for you but it’s a savior to me

Kept my head above the water when I can’t even breath

And now i’m breezing over anything containing a beat

Every time that I fell down I thought I was hell bound

It ventilated and mentally made me a hellhound

Some would say that I was ridden with curse

I got suspended every time that i’d written a verse

But it was therapeutic if it could help me I would use it

Usually it’s angry and actually pretty useless

Overtime i’d grind and cherish my abilities and

It was something to do I didn’t care if they were filling me

Had my head inside of a guillotine rapping it

You could tell that I was sticking to it but it never happened

Fast forward to the days and nights and present time

Trying to rhyme wouldn’t save my life come up

When I was getting no dough

When I was getting no dough

When I was hitting the low

When I was hitting the low

When I was ready to fall music was there for me

When I was getting no dough

When I was getting no dough

When I was hitting the low

When I was hitting the low

When I was ready to fall music was there for me

Growing up was rough I had enough of me

And mama being stuck it a rut

I really tried to give up I couldn’t handle starting tearing shit up

Went to war for this country but that shit was barely enough

One day i’m sitting trying to contemplate on what i’m gon' do

Then I started writing lyrics to beat to carry me through

Taking all my struggles and depression trying to share it with you

Gotta let it out or imma be just another neck in a noose

Rest in peace Chester Bennington and Tonya

I wish the music would’ve been enough to stop but

That gets overwhelming when you dealing with these monsters

When I thought to my lowest point i’m singing like an opera

If I ain’t had music I wouldn’t be doing this i’d probably die

All I can see is my grandpa crying from the sky

Music is taking me to the highest point of my life

If when I start to fall then grab me and lets be fly

When I was getting no dough

When I was getting no dough

When I was hitting the low

When I was hitting the low

When I was ready to fall music was there for me

When I was getting no dough

When I was getting no dough

When I was hitting the low

When I was hitting the low

When I was ready to fall music was there for me

When I was getting no dough

When I was hitting the low

When I was ready to fall music was there for me

When I was getting no dough

When I was getting no dough

When I was hitting the low

When I was hitting the low

When I was ready to fall music was there for me

When I was getting no dough

When I was getting no dough

When I was hitting the low

When I was hitting the low

When I was ready to fall music was there for me