Every Grief - Skywalker

There is strength in my loneliness

And mine is the empty throne

And as i walk these frozen steps

I know i chose this on my own

But what if on my own means alone

And individual means abandoned

I’m floating here like a ghost

Open the window & let me go!

I just want to leave.

Fly away where nothing drags me down

Please don’t come with me cause you can’t be around

When the walls are caving in, when silence spaks, and my stomach turns to stone

How could you be with someon’s who’s alone

Now my nightmares repeat themselves

And reveal the demons underneath

They’re my only company

And they’re feeding on my every grief

And so I breathe in, and breathe out

I try and see what this life’s about

I contemplate the weight

Of nothingness & emptiness

So I breathe in, and breathe out

I try and see what this life’s about

Crushing me with spastic dreams

Breathe in. Breathe out

May I love, accept, and let go

Love.

Accept.

And let go