No Say - Slut

I never wanted this grow up.

become what they call a m.a.n.

chose and decide.

so I started out playing games with both,

me and them.

‘cause everyone’s due to keep up with the others.

due to find a part

to play within that huge comedy or drama.

whatever.

I’ve played them all for years,

but all of a sudden,

everything changed and I began to fall.

the hard and endless fall of someone

who had the pleasure to meet

self-determinations younger brothers.

ahm, let’s say self-deception and self-destruction.

I got lost after not knowing,

after not knowing who I ought to be.

I left it all behind,

moved houses,

changed the city and fell asleep

for one and a half years…