Disappeared - Sorority Noise

Eighteen minutes ago you called me on my phone

You said, «I'm sorry, why do I feel so alone?»

I said, «I'm sorry, is there anything that I can do?»

You said, «Care about me like you used to.»

I’m sleeping in a van most nights

It’s not ideal but I’ve never felt more alive

In fact, I’ve never felt quite exactly the way that I am

My friends are dying quicker than I possibly can

Nineteen minutes ago you called me on my phone

I’ve been keeping tabs on when I call you on the phone

So I call you every day but I guess if every day

Means some days then I call you every day

Beware that I’m not who I used to be

I’ve had a lot of things go wrong with me

And I’m sorry I’m not capable of lying

My parents, they are looking for my house

To find that Granite St.'s no longer where I live

Or send the mail to or the things that I don’t want to receive

My parents love me or at least now I’m alive to see

Twenty minutes ago you called me on my phone

You said, «Cameron, why do I feel so alone?»

I said, «I'm sorry, is there anything that I can do?»

You said, «Care about me like you used to.»

Not too long ago you called me on my phone

And I held back tears 'cause I was feeling so alone

I have to be stronger or at least much stronger than I’ve been

Like a father or the son, holy spirit, amen