Aftermath - Soul Secret

I recall how you gazed at me,

telling me about love and endless dreams

I want to embrace him

Tonight, these thoughts are falling into lakes of tears

Tonight, who’s crying?

The sunlight, clouds far away

Am I saying goodbye to a world that I can’t live in?

The sunlight comes, clouds far away

Am I saying farewell to this world I cannot live in?

The dream is far, the pain is now

I want to know why humankind’s so cruel

Dishonest, temperamental

Enjoy the light through a dark shroud of war

I remember times when it all began

Saw my back and then my memory stopped the time

Stopped the time between you and eternity, my dear

My dear, I’m waiting here

Changing the rules as they please, like a pawn

You’re just moved and get killed by checkmate

Aren’t you scared you’re forgetting forever

the shape of my lips?

Oh my God, I just can’t seem to trust you

Did you forget one of your sons?

I don’t think it’s all that I deserve

Just waiting for the aftermath

How much time do I have to wait

to feel your love surrounding me again?

You can’t escape once you’re inside this twisted game

Running in circles, you’ll be put back in again

That night my hopes were there, deep in that lake of tears

Tonight they are here, someday you’ll be with me

At peace with this whole world now

Is it real or is it just an illusion?

I read the paper’s headline

They say that this war will come to an end

The aftermath is coming

The afterglow this morning

became a precious sunrise

Yet my «farewell» now is a «goodbye»

«Ground troops, report to your positions.

Team Charlie to Commander: we’re approaching the building.

Is the target in sight?

Affirmative.

Team Beta to Commander: we reached the rooftop.

Commander to Team Beta:

beware of that man with the white suit.

We’ll fix him.

Commander to all troops: we are near the resolution.

This is the chance we waited for a long time.

Infiltrate into the building.

Head into the main room.

You know what to do after that.

Good luck.

Roger.»

Nothing’s true what I believed

They gave me just some sedatives

Looking through the looking glass

Today, I saw another me

The sunlight comes, clouds far away

Am I saying farewell to this world I cannot live in?

The sunlight comes, clouds far away

Am I saying farewell to a world that I can’t live in?

How can I sleep peaceful at night if you’re not here?

How can I live wasting my time without you?

Did I do everything I could do to have you here beside me?

Did I respect enough all blessings on my path?

I am at peace with this world,

or was it all an illusion?

I read the paper’s headline

They said the war would be over

Will I now reach that finishing line I saw a long, long time ago?

And understand that in the end it all was staged?

Come back here

Come back, my love

Begging God 'cause I need him now

The aftermath will come here

The afterglow disappear

And my «goodbye» will be a «welcome back»

I see my life now as a long, steep climb

I’m walking barefoot, all the flakes are inside

I’ll be here weaving this web for you, my love

I’m looking forward to seeing you again

The darker our night is, the closer to daylight we are

The darker our night, the closer to daylight we are