Shame - Stabbing Westward

I only see myself reflected in your eyes

So all that I believe I am essentially are lies

And everything I’ve hoped to be or ever thought I was

Died with your belief in me so who the hell am I?

I’m wondering 'round confused

Wondering why I try

The more that you deny my pain

The more it intensifies…

I pray for someone to ache for me the way I ache for you…

If you ignore that I’m alive

I’ve nothing to cling to

I stare into this mirror

So tired of this life

If only you would speak to me or care if I’m alive

Once I swore I would die for you

But I never meant it like this

I never meant like this

no i never meant like this

I don’t know if I’m real without you

What is left of me without you?

I don’t know whats real without you

How can I exist without you?