Relapse; Signs. - Structures

When I awoke in a pool of sweat

Not a thought crossed my mind that I was reading the wrong signs

This all so meaningless to me, and as endless as it seems

I’ve been turning the other cheek to the thoughts that left me feeling weak

Every time this happens to me, I find more than good reason in speaking slowly

Yet I refuse to believe that the truth is a life

I’m at fault for the decisions I have made

I’m falling asleep

I swear I’ve seen this a thousand times before

It’s like a metaphor that I can’t ignore, anymore

This is the last time I remember crawling on my knees in desperation

I’m falling asleep again

Why can’t I wake up?

Time to wake up

Pretend everything’s fine

Relapse, one more fucking time

The grass is greener on the other side

All the time spent backpedaling seems useless

Because you never really get back what you’ve lost

But I’ve spent my life at the edge of the clouds

Obsessed with the sound, I’ll never look down

Why can’t I wake up?

Time to wake up

Pretend, everything’s fine

Relapse

Dear dreamer, did you ever think to cover your tracks?

Keep light on the footsteps

'Cause if the shoe fits, well the fucking shoe fits

Come to peace with it and you’ll breathe

Sanity, it never Seems to come easily to me

Dear dreamer, it’s not my fault your life’s a fucking nightmare

It’ll slip right through your hands

Dear dreamer, it’s time you rub your eyes and look at your sad reality