Through My Blood - Summer's End

Blood splattered around the chamber like a shotgun suicide

Expose my horrific ending without a tragic note

Always cursed until this time I pulled the trigger

With the bullet came happiness without shame

My blood has drawn thick

Through my narror tunnel washed away

Killing the hope and compassion I once had for life

And all of the integrity in between

Try to explain the feeling of being deceased

When you have died along with all feeling

Shredding flesh out of anger to cover my wounds

Open and bound to infection of demise

Terror does not begin to explain this feeling