Normal Life - Taylor Lee

When I was young I thought I had a normal life

A brother, dad and mom she was a good wife

I started to notice that things just weren’t the same

She would cry as I filled up with pain

It hurt me to see her consumed by all of this

Her being there is something I still miss

Dad wanted more so he tried to make it right

Everything fell apart on that very night

Here’s my story

Here is my life

This is when I learn that things don’t stay the same

We never knew just how he really felt

I guess he was lost in something else

I wish he wouldn’t have taken his life

If only I had been there in the nick of time

To be made at him isn’t really fair

It’s hard to understand but even more to bare

The look on his friend’s faces when they found out

Changed the way I think and what I’m about

This is the part where I know I have to change

Into what, this has made me

Everything just waits for me

I run into it I wait and see what is gunna happen next

Why is this not put to rest?

Everything is missed up now

I wanna make it better somehow

Right now I can’t think straight

Listen up and…

She was my best friend someone I had trust in

It all ended like I never imagined

She was gone and I was left alone

Without her I knew thought I would move on