Masochistic Healing - Tethra

Will these darkened memories last?

Will I ever bury my past?

I want to leave this world behind

All this time I’ve been waiting for a sign

I’ve been suffering so long

The pain has grown far too strong

Can you show me the way?

Staring at the ceiling, I’m trapped inside these walls

Forged by uncertain hands

Cut me open, bleed out the darkness

Sheathe the blade upon the mess I’ve made

I know this place, I’ve been here before

The dark clouds follow me

Don’t you know this face, you’ve seen it before

Can you hear my cries?

Am I suffocating?

Am I hallucinating?

Will it ever be the same?

Be the same

Bonded by suffering, voice calls

«Relinquish your pain»

Burn myself, blood stains the floor

I’m dying to feel alive

Am I suffocating?

Am I hallucinating?

Will it ever be the same?

Will these darkened memories last?

Will I ever bury the past?

I want to leave this world behind

All this time I’ve been waiting for a sign

Waiting for a sign

I was a fucking architect of this madness that built my sadness

But I blamed it on the world

Yeah, I blamed it on the world

Redefine this dark mind

Redefine this dark mind

No more suffocating

No more hallucinating

No more suffocating

No more hallucinating