Hydronaut -

Inflamed;

chained down

Battles of bodies

Knotted and bound

Capsized and lost to the deep

Keelhauled;

face to face

With the plaque of my disgrace

To embrace the shame

To grow back again

Can’t fall down

Can’t find up

As we drown

I haunt my-self to sleep

In the absence of light

Unbearable weight of silence

In the absence of reason

Impossible weight of memory

Outside, glassy-eyed

Cannibalise, inside

Outside, glassy-eyed

Cannibal, I, inside

Aspiration

The same knots

Unconsciously tied

That keep me anchored

Keep me bound

I aspire to

I aspire too

I aspire to

Breathe out

Breathe out

Breathe out

Breathe out