I've Gotta Quit Kidding Myself - The Bottom Line

I’ve had a bad dream again

I’ll wake up alone and my thoughts had all hit the bottom

Your eyes were just out of sight

We’ll leave this place here tonight

(Am I dreaming of leaving?)

I knew that from the minute that I met you

My head would make it harder to forget you

It’s playing on my mind and it’s never getting easier

But I can’t see inside your head

So I’ll just waste my time instead

Hanging my head by the phone

An empty dial tone

So I’ll just wait for her call again

I’ve gotta quit kidding myself into this

Because kidding myself won’t make it better

Now I can admit, I’ve dropped myself in all this

But now I can say I tried believing

I can say I tried believing now

I’ve been beat here again

I’ll talk on my own because my thoughts had all been forgotten

Your eyes are still out of sight

I’ll make my way for goodbyes

And I can’t say another word

My spilled feelings are overheard

Long nights spent by your home

An empty dial tone