Session 08 - The Early November

(Well the next few years were probably the slowest, most uncomfortable years of

my life.

I mean, they tried to make it easy but they gave up pretty quickly.

And I’m not gonna lie, I didn’t make it easy on them either.

I could just

never forgive them.

You know.

But I’m the kinda person who believes everything

happens for a reason.

I’m kinda glad that I was so miserable counting down the

days till I was 18, ya know, so I could leave.

Cause the way it worked for me,

it was this one day where I was in the right place at the right time

Now I’m not the type of person to just go get what I want.

I usually wait for

it to casually come to me.

Something hit me that day like a ton of bricks.

I know it sounds cheesy, but I fell in love.

And that’s what kept me there for

the next few years.

I would’ve ran away if it wasn’t for her.)

Well it was just the same as any day I was looking to run far from the school

And I was at the door ready to go when I heard some books hit the floor

So then I stopped, jaw dropped, I said, this must be love

Cause when I pulled myself together you were already gone

I screamed wait a minute, listen to the voice in my head

It said, kid you better run cause she’s getting away with it

(So I chased after her, running down the hallways. Running up to her and

grabbed her arm.

Actually just stood there frozen, didn’t know what to say to

her.

I think she kinda felt the same thing so it worked out.

I felt like I

finally had a reason to be happy, you know.

She would be the first person in my

life who was completely honest with me.

I had a reason to trust.

When I was with her it just felt like my problems with my parents didn’t seem

to big anymore.

Oh well, I just didn’t care about them.)