If I Fall - The Story So Far

Clear your head, so self-centered

Yet you’re very well read

Leave your bed, all that oil gonna kill you dead

Got my check, lost my center in a deep mud debt

I know you’re upset I’ll stop it, I’ll quit

My choices let down some of my closest people

But I’m gaining back ground

And forcing myself to get better by Fall

Will you be there if I fall?

I never seem to have it in line

I don’t think you’ve ever seen me fine

Give me space, make me pace, let me whine

Saving face at the cost of what I owe

Getting big, watch the clock where’d the time go

Cut it short when I’m scared of what I can’t grow

All these loose ends that I can’t sew

What do I care, what do you know?

My choices let down some of my closest people

But I’m gaining back ground

And forcing myself to get better by Fall

My choices let down some of my closest people

But I’m gaining back ground

Forcing myself to get better by Fall

Will you be there if I fall?

I’m sick of all the wack shit you’re getting into

Think I’ll bounce, I gotta go

I’m stuck inside a place where I can’t love you

You feel the vibe, I think you know

There’s not a single place that I can go to

Without noise that I chose

I’m stuck inside and my stomach’s throwing up now

From yellow pills and purple glow

Hold me down, help me drown