Candle - Thelma Plum

I want somebody

But hurting them so badly

Wanted it to work cause I’m the

One who loved you first

When i found somebody who

Wants to love my body

Pretend not to be sad when I’m

The best you ever had

And now you’re bare

And now you’re bare

I’ve never hated myself more than yesterday

I’d never wish so hard that you’d just move away

I wish you were a candle burning on my shelf

Then I could blow you out so you had nobody else

I went to sleep and I know you’re

Not lying by my side

I’m the girl with the mascara eyes

And no place left to hide

And now i’m bare

And now i’m bare

And yesterday was a mistake and

Now I feel like I’m dying

And I feel like a child seeing

Shadows moving dark in the night

If I could stand myself I would

Leave and light this all on fire

But instead I’m lying naked on the

Bathroom floor, I’m crying