I'm Scared To Lose You - This Wild Life

If I could throw a stone against your home

So hard that it would knock it down

On nights I wish you left me all alone

I’d sneak out of the kitchen door

And run into the rain and thunderstorm

Where sorrow doesn’t make a sound

Won’t cover my tears, just let them fall

Fuck a feeling I just let em drown

And now I think I know why they put bars

On all the hotel windows

The ground I see below don’t seem too far

Let’s see how far down it goes

Deep into a hole with my guitar

Where sorrow is the only sound

Fill it with a hose to flood you out

Fuck a feeling I just let em drown

Don’t drown

I’ve been drinking, I’ve been thinking about ya

Don’t drown

I’m still sinking, let that sink in

I’m breaking down

Shit happens but we won’t run

All the drugs can’t even get me numb

Might be the drinks but

Why won’t you let me love you?

California Dreamin' on my mind

Down below the nimbus clouds

Grey just like the bags under my eyes

Fuck a feeling I just let em drown

I’m scared to lose you

To the drugs, or the booze, or the ledge

I’m scared to lose you

The love of my life since we were kids